#i could be skinned alive hung up by hooks and ripped into fifty pieces and i would still deserve a worse punishment

[barnabybugspeopleonline]

earlier today a large clique in my class were talking about how they hung out on friday. and how much fun they had. and how they were going on a trip soon. and how much fun they were going to have.

and i got angry. really really angry. that they were having fun. but they were having fun. they're all happy and fulfilled and im in the corner bitching because they dared be better than me, which, ninety percent of the human population is. the only person in the equation i should hate is myself. so i do.